What Love Feels Like: My Second Visit to Memphis

Sharing From My Second Visit to Memphis

Hey everyone! It’s Tae, and I’m back with part two of the story between me and the girl I like. I’m sorry for keeping you all waiting this long, but I needed some time to figure things out before sharing everything with you.

What I want to share is that I just got back from Memphis after seeing Love for the second time. When it comes to our little “lesbian time,” I swear to y’all, I really try to take things slow… but there’s just something about two women together — we naturally move fast. Both of us have been doing our best to hold back.

During the last 30 minutes of the trip, we recorded a video together because I didn’t want to update you without her being part of it — that just wouldn’t be fair.

The big question I keep getting asked is: “Is that your girlfriend?” Honestly, that question makes me hesitate. Not because I don’t know the answer, but because I worry people will judge how fast things are moving between us. A lot of folks seem to think I just got out of a relationship — but that’s not true. I’ve actually been single for nearly two years. So when people say I’m moving too fast, I really don’t get it. Like… how long am I supposed to stay single? And what even is “too fast”?

As for Love, before meeting me, she had very little experience with women. I’ll share more about how I feel about that in a later video because, yeah, I’ve had some concerns. But after this trip, let me just say — her experience isn’t looking so “limited” anymore!

When I asked her how it felt to actually be with a woman, Love said it felt amazing — like an achievement, a refresh, and “a thirst finally quenched.”

One thing I haven’t shared yet is that even though Love and I had been physically close before, I didn’t really let her “touch me” too much. I wanted to ease her into this, not just throw her into the deep end. But this time? She jumped straight into the ocean!

We’re now at a place emotionally where I could give her a drawer in my apartment — though she jokes she wants the whole closet, bathroom, and kitchen too. Love says what annoys her about me is that I don’t always give her “what she wants when she wants it” — but honestly, I did a lot better on this trip!

I’m really trying to show Love what it means to be with a grown woman. And even though we only had 30 more minutes together when we filmed that video, I know we’ll see each other again very soon.